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this is WAR

Sun Nov 8, 2009, 6:55 PM
  • Mood: Noble
  • Listening to: This is War - 30 Seconds to Mars
  • Playing: Dragon Age: Origins
Not really, I just like that song.

HEY.

I HAVE DRAGON AGE ORIGINS. IT'S AMAZINING. PLAY EET NOW.

Kay.

So I had something to say.

Alistair is awesome.

Oh wait, that's not what I was going to say, but it needed to be said anywayz...

I'm setting sail! Changing everything, doing a complete 180...I think that's the degree I should be refereeing to. What do I mean? Well, I'm setting sail, for Full Sail University. Or going to try at least. I've been doing a massive amount of thinking, (again) and I decided I needed to make drastic decisions for my life, or else I'd be stuck. Choking on nothing.

I'm quitting my shitty job at Wal-mart and going to apply for Full Sail University and attempt to get my Bachelor's Degree of Science for Game Art.

I love creating characters, concept art is fun, I want to learn how to make living breathing (at least in games) characters, bring them to life. I want to tell stories through interactive gameplay, make a character that's so compelling, so complex that you relate to them, feel like them...feel like you ARE them.

It's what I want.

And I'm going to do it.

Nothing is going to get in my way, not even myself.

So I suppose this is war. War with myself. THIS IS WAR, I will push and shove, I will fight even if there's nothing to fight for. As they say, if there's a will there's a way, there's always hope, right?

Of course.

I'm excited, everything's changing, and even if I don't get to where I really want to be, at least I'll have the satisfaction of knowing I did SOMETHING. That I tried, I strived and I didn't give up or give in to my self-doubt.

Wish me luck.

Afterall, you can't fight a war on your own, you need to take all the help you can get, no matter where it comes from or what it is.

And I hope that you all have luck with whatever it is you want to do with your life. Never give up, I did and it sucked. Never let anyone tell you can't do something, never doubt yourself. Always push, always shove, when you fall, pick yourself off. If you put your all into something, if you tell yourself that you can be the best, then you CAN and you WILL. Attack something with a negative mindset, tell yourself you'll never amount to anything, then you wont, then you WILL fail.

Even if you never get to where you wanted to be...

At least be happy knowing you did something about it.

Be happy you tried.

Be happy you risked something.

Be happy with what you have.

Be happy you can say you never gave up.

As long as you believe in yourself, life doesn't seem so bad.

Always fight for yourself and don't regret a damned thing.

Ever.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Glendale, AZ
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: anything that doesn't suffocate my chest
  • Print preference: pretty?
  • Interests: Music, Tattoos, Art, Photography, Writing, People that actually talk about their work
  • Favourite movie: Boondock Saints 1&2, Run Fatboy Run, Hot Fuzz, Waiting, Star Wars IV/V/VI
  • Favourite band or musician: Three Days Grace, Apocolyptica, Linkin Park, Anita O'Day, Incubus, Blink 182, Dead By Sunrise
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, Old Jazz
  • Favourite artist: Mike Shinoda, Chester Bennington, Ai Yazawa, Range Murata, Ian Cherry, Jamie Smart
  • Favourite poet or writer: Francessca Lia Block
  • Favourite photographer: I must be dead
  • Favourite style of art: Too many to pick one
  • Operating System: Dell <3
  • MP3 player of choice: a new one that holds lotsa music
  • Shell of choice: velveeta shells <3
  • Wallpaper of choice: funny shizz?
  • Favourite game: Dragon Age: Origins, CoD: Modern Warfare 1&2, Silent Hill, Mass Effect, Jade Empire, KotOR I&
  • Favourite gaming platform: Xbox 360, Wii
  • Favourite cartoon character: Looshkin from Jamie Smart's Bear, Vezz/Razzles/Lorenzo from The Illidiocy
  • Personal Quote: Pain, I like it rough
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencils, Pens, Ink, Prismacolor Pencils, Wacom Bamboo Fun tablet, Photoshop CS2

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:iconk-do2:
thanks for your faves, your nice comment and watch~
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:iconkichiko-san:
Haaaaai. 8D Thanks for the fav, dood!

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:iconbrukhar:
thanks for the +fav! :D

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:iconhottieangels88:
Thanks for the fave!!

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Thx j00 4 t3h :+fav: g4ngst4 :ohnoes:

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:iconhottieangels88:
Thanks for the fave!

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I don't suffer from addiction to Keanu Reeves or Chester Bennington, I enjoy every second of it. :love:

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:iconrazzlesnazzle:
No I insist, thank YOU for the fave! xD

(your totally welcome though!)
:iconhottieangels88:
:giggle: No prob

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I don't suffer from addiction to Keanu Reeves or Chester Bennington, I enjoy every second of it. :love:

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:iconxxtwistedxanimexx:
Your art's gorgeous.

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:iconrazzlesnazzle:
Wow, thanks so much! I'm glad you think so! xD
And thanks for all the favs by the way! That's totally awesome of you! <3

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